[There are probably some people who wonder exactly how it is that their life led them here, what decisions they made that put them on this path, what choices were made for them. They probably sit there and wonder the hows and whys, but Tahiri only wonders about the what-ifs.
Because she knows how she got here. She knows each and every single moment that has led her here, and there's a hollow ache in her chest, in her everything that reminds her of it.
She's on her side, as far from the other body on the bed as possible, wide awake. And she knows he is too.
Jacen.
No. Caedus. There is no Jacen anymore, and there's barely a Tahiri either, but she continues to wear the name because without it she's nothing, too.
Without it, there's nothing for Anakin to call her.]
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Date: 2014-01-30 06:18 pm (UTC)Because she knows how she got here. She knows each and every single moment that has led her here, and there's a hollow ache in her chest, in her everything that reminds her of it.
She's on her side, as far from the other body on the bed as possible, wide awake. And she knows he is too.
Jacen.
No. Caedus. There is no Jacen anymore, and there's barely a Tahiri either, but she continues to wear the name because without it she's nothing, too.
Without it, there's nothing for Anakin to call her.]